I am guy, my cousin is like 32 and I am 22. She is divorced and has a child. Okay so here is where shit starts. I am with my family she openly says jokes like will you ask me out? And laughs like when she went to the bathroom in a meanwhile I was getting ready to go to take a shower but I allowed her to go to the bathroom first since I stay in the shower for like 30 min she was like we can go together and laughs assuming joke I really don’t get it… Honestly, on the other hand, she openly talks with me about her sex life with her ex-husband urm also there is this guy so basically whatever I ask she will tell me about him, calls me honey, and shit. I kind of feel strange, I feel that she is holding back whenever she is texting me ‘honey” as I tested her today at the end of our convo she simply texted goodnight but then I decided to say few more things and then I wrote good night in totally cutter way and she replied me the same in a lot cutter way ( language used was Lithuanian ). The fucked up shit is that she has sexy ass, hot long legs and it does drive me crazy but at the same time I feel like what the fuck am I thinking? We haven’t talked in a while. It was today where she came to our house after like 6 months of not seeing each other.
And yes I would go for it if she goes down with me which probably will never happen.
Otherwise, what do I do? I can easily ask her out for a movie, for drinks, for anything she is down with me I can be sure but how do I know she is into me?
Please advise me!!