Hi new to this! But just wondering. I’ve been with my boyfriend for 6months now and we live in our own flat. Everythings great etc and yesterday we had sex during the day, and I fell asleep in bed cuddled up to my boyfriend about 1 am this morning. About an hour later I was only half asleep but he thot I was completely asleep, he moved away from me and do I could tell he was flicking thru the xxx channels like babestation. I pretended to sleep but then he started wanking to it, I left it for 5 mins but just got angry about it and woke up saying go to the living room. Then refused to say anything else, he sed sorry and went to sleep. I don’t know what does that mean. Was wondering shud I of been angry at this? Cuz I am but I don’t know why! Think I feel not as hot as those girls on tv or surfing. I know he’d be annoyed if I did it.
I know everyone masturbates etc. I do to porn and he does etc just the fact I don’t want to see the actual girls that do it for him… If that makes sense,
After writing this out I do feel stupid now! So silly. But I feel sick thinking about him wanking to those girls… I never woke him this morning so we haven’t spoken about it. How shud I deal with it? Or like seriously am I being stupid lol xxxx
