Need help

I and my boyfriend have been together for 8 years 2 years ago. I broke up with him because I felt like he wasn’t ready to fully commit to me. I ended up back with him after a couple of months and our relationship has been better than ever. We’re happy we talk we spend time together but every time. I mention marriage he avoids the question and says soon. Ever since I was a little girl all I ever wanted was to have kids and be married and happy something I’ve never seen before because my parents never were and unfortunately I can’t have kids, of course, I could always adopt but I’ll never have what I’ve always wanted and marriage is also something I really want but am I wasting my time with someone that I know loves me but doesn’t want marriage. I don’t want to give up on both of my dreams please someone helps me I’m so lost.