What do you do when you have been totally betrayed
I have been seeing someone for 3 years now. To start with I didn't know he was married and when I found out he said they were seperating and showed me that his house was for sale on the internet. The day he was due to move he informed me that they weren't seperating, as she had tried to kill herself when she found out about me, and he couldn't leave her at that point and they had brought another house together.
He has so dominated my life, including cutting me off from all my friends and family that he was all I had left, so I let myself be persuaded to carry on seeing him with the promise that once he felt she was strong enough he would leave her. I know how stupid I was but I have been totally brainwashed by this guy.
This has been going on for 2 more years now and I know he has never been faithful to his wife but he assured me I was different and as we had been together so long I believed him.
I have now found out that I am not the only one and am totally devastated. When I confronted him with it he turned really nasty and wanted to know how I knew and made it out that I was at fault for checking up on him.
I know this is all my own fault but after so long and so many knock backs from him I feel that I am worthless and unlovable and I really don't know how to cope and put my life back together again.
As I now have no family or friends to turn to does anyone have any advice or be willing to talk and be there for me as at the moment I can't see any future for myself.