Husband Advice: Online Twitter Account with Explicit Inappropriate Posts Read Below
I found out over the weekend that my husband has a Twitter account (that he hasn't used for over a year) where he used very explicit sexual language and asked women for inspiration for self pleasure and even asked to meet up with one but that never happened. He also linked his Twitter account to a Tumblr account which has very graphic sexcual pictures. He used explicit photos of us together without my knowledge and wrote stories about our love life online. Of course, I was shocked, sick to my stomach, hurt and feel betrayed.
He says he made really bad choices and that at times I emasculate him. He wasn't feel good about himself and instead of talking to me he chose to seek acceptance online. Our life is and has been very stressful I get that. We are a blending family and I truly adore this man and he says the same about me, but really?
I don't know what to do. My decision to stay or leave will affect 4 little girls and I am having a hard time getting past this. I'm am very hurt, sad and feel like a failure. What advice can you give?