how do we move on?
Me + my partner met 2 years ago I have 2 sons and he has one shortly after we got together he discovered his ex was pregnant so he went back to her but it didnt work so they broke up and we got back together. He was always there for her throughout the pregnancy and birth. I fell pregnant and we was both happy he asked me to marry him but the baby was ectopic and I ended up in hospital he said he hopes I die! A nurse said hes probably just upset so I let it go. A few months later I was pregnant again and we moved in together but he was getting drunk and crying on the phone to his ex saying he doesnt love me he loves her so I moved out again. But he was soon asking me back we moved back in together before our baby was born and he told me he had been sleeping with his ex it was the only way she would let him see his daughter he didnt want to but he didnt know what else to do. So I helped him get a solicitor. Since having our girl hes spoken to 2 other girls and has now moved out because we are rowing he doesnt understand why im angry when he says he wont do it again and I bring the past up in every argument. He right I do but how do I trust him and move on? Am I wrong to be angry? Sorry its long but I really need help iv tried to take my own life twice and I self harm I dont want to do this anymore I want to be there for my kids and be a family any advice will be gratefully received thankyou