confused about men
i am in love with a guy. but he's all wrong for me... he smokes drugs, is involved in hacking government sites and basically isn't the type of guy for me.. he doesn't want kids and lives life very dangerously without fear of death. i love that hes so forthright with his views and i really am in love with him which makes no sense seeing as hes not anything like me and his life style scares me to death. hes also a long way away and wont commit to a relationship because of that.
and then there's the second guy. who i definitely feel something as we constantly have moments where we go to kiss... but i don't love him like i do guy no.1 its not powerful and strong i don't know what it is..
so i'm not sure what to do.. do i give up on the guy who is wonderful but who's lifestyle is all wrong for me? or do i stick with it and see? or do i go for the gentler more stable guy?