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Affairs & Jealousy, Getting on Better with my Partner

Hello, this is not quite how it sounds from the title.

My ex from a long time ago has recently told me she still loves me and I have been hung on her for years.

She has since been married and had a child but left her husband, saying it was because when she fell pregnant she realised it was me she wanted.

I am currently in another relationship and have been for the last couple of years.

I have been struggling to believe what my ex has said, mainly because I still have such strong feelings for her.

How ever I recently discovered she is on a dating site. I for some unknown reason signed up under a false name and pic and started chatting with her online to try and see how serious she was about me or if she was just looking to be someone she was comfortable with.

I was chatting with her as myself and said something that we had discussed online and she picked up on and realised what I had been doing. The timing is tragic as things were starting to look good between us and was considering splitting up with my current girlfriend to see if this would work between us.

However now I have deceived her and broken her trust and she is very upset and pissed off with me.

I am at a loss as how I can fix this and regain her trust.

I can't believe I actually did this, I don't know what I was thinking, I just wanted to know if she really does love me like she said so I could be sure I was doing the right thing.

Any advice would be welcome and I am in a right pickle now and have no idea where I am going and what I am doing

Thanks